Masked Men Monsters

I feel like I'm fucking my life up right now for drawing Hoaxton again, which he isn't the reason ok? By any sense of the word. Now if some of you guys didn't know why I feel fucked up for drawing Hoaxton, well..........for an oc, he was really getting some popularity and lots of people were drawing him, and because of that I wanted to give Hoaxton a try and I was quite happily to do so. I was fucking dying and so wanting to draw him for a really long time and I heard that he was cannonly shipped with Anesthesia so I decided to draw her too. They are actually my 2nd favorite ship their just so fucking cute together. I love those two. So I post it and got fucking attacked by the first three people well four if you count dav-ink but he actually liked it which I'm still really suprised that he actually some of my fucked up shit. But besides him the fans and friends of dav-ink all fucking attacked saying that I was making fun of them or offending them and I just need to ask this. Why in the fuck would I do that? Yes. I know there are people who does that type of shit, but I'm not one of those people nor would ever think of being like them. What? Did that whole entire "fucking around with his girl" bullshit get to you? You can't just fucking assume that someone is fucking offending something by what they say. The "fucking around" term I use for alot of things and for the pic it wasn't used for a bad thing plus I also said that I adore these two and were actually becoming my second favorite ship. But then again you really couldn't tell which I'll give you that, but still it was a good type of "fucking around", I know it sound completely sexual this which I'm not trying to make it sound like that but in a much more cleaner version it was meant for good. But moving on, that pic is not one here anymore it's in probably the farthest dumpster, I wrote and apology which dav-ink said that I didn't need to apologize but I still did it anyway and I'm moving on or at least try to. Even though I did apologize and stuff, I still feel like complete and utter horseshit and it sometimes tugs me and it makes me feel like I destroy or ruined something of Hoaxton's. I told him that maybe I'll probably draw Hoaxton again and well....I did. I done a few drawings of just him, I didn't draw Anesthesia with him of anything. There was only one little doodle of them in a sketch dump that will be coming soon, but that was it. So anyway when I first drawing this I said in my mind "you know what? Let's give Hoaxton another shot, cuz well I missed drawing him, he was really fun to draw and I wanted to do more with this character." and help me start over. So yeah. Here's Hoaxton with Totheark. I wanted to go back to drawing creepy shit so I did. I hope you guys like it.